im sorry, but i cant live up to your fucking expectations. and i am so tired of planning stuff at the expense of your mood.

friday night was good. i finally met up with jesse. bitched bitched bitched. now we alllll see a similarity. bastards.

yesterday i had my mom's side family gathering at upper eastcoast. and then....... we passed by eastwoods. and neptune courts. :(

hrrm. still pondering on the cocolatte hairshow at the end of this month. it sounds like fun. but the whole retro theme is abit too much to bear. and i really dont wanna have "funky" hair colors anymore..

and i dont see myself sleeping tonight. and the night after, and the night after...... blahblahblah.